you never really told us why you are so unahppy. What happened on that cold Tuesday morning at 4 am?

Something that makes me happy is that, even though I'm not the best looking or "coolest" person in school, I'm still better than they are so it doesn't really matter what the others think, because I'm better than them.

No it isn't.

my brother and my parents say that average is bad they are like do you want to be like everyone else in this world or be better and do soemthin better im just like um sure. thats why they get mad if i get c's ish annoying bleurg!

I'm a silly goose.

HEY! There's nothing wrong with a dog...don't beat down on other species for your own pleasure!But anyway..I guess we've seen this a couple of times on the forum. Terminator went through the slightly same thing...You just gotta look at it and say that there is some good...you gotta be like me...I'm always smiling and most people I'm a nerd/crazy (because I do some realllllllllyyyyyyyy stupid things...people also call me and idiot) but I don't let that get me down. Alot of people like me for the way I am. Alot of girls like me for the way I am to...just be yourself. I know...it's probaly really crappy that you can't be like your brother/sister/dad/grand parents...but everyone is differant and unique...and I hope on a warm Wensday Morning you wake up and notice that...and that day will be the happiest day of your life...until you get married of course...so just think happy thoughts...and you'll fly to a lifetime of happiness...

Guys, i think Dexter is serious here. I would not be taking this lightly (Sterling and Bullet). I can conenct with what Dexter is goign through, ill post again with more on this subject but im in a time strap right now.

You should be talking to people in real life about your problems, not people on the internet who don't even know you.Go see a counsellor or talk to your parents.