Ok, earlier today I asked to be taken off of the clan roster. My actions were breif, quick, and most importantly all based off of emotion. I was partily angry because I need to head out tomorrow to scotts bluff (Although I realy don't know why, it realy wasnt "anger") but basicly frustration. I was also a bit angry at my mom at the moment, and when I got to thinking about the armory, I over reacted.

 

A lot of this has been based of off ventrilo. I felt a bit angry because one of my good friends couldn't get on. (however, this i'm not going to go into details.)

 

Anyways, lets just say I made a mistake. With every possible thing going wrong I decided to leave, which was a realy bad idea. I feel naked without my TAC badge by my name or the (=A=) infront of it.

 

What i'm trying to lead up to, is this. I would, if at all possible, be able to get back in. I take full blame on my actions and I realize something like this seems a bit... unorthixdoxed (sp?) if you will. However, everything this afternoon/night has just been hectic, and I over reacted.

 

I will be afk for the most part this next week. I am going over to scotts bluff tomorrow (waking up at 3:30 am) because my great grandmother died. (Like I said, it wasn't anger so much as just... frustrating. We are still moving into our new house, and things get hectic.) and then after that i'm heading up to see Family and to also do some varrious things I need to do for preparing for college this coming fall.

 

I'm realy sorry for causing such a stir here. I do wish that I could just block out and erase the last 6 hours or so from my mind, but I can't. I just kind of wish things could go back to normal.

 

Also, and its more of an off-topic question, i'm currious about group members. You see, one of my friends (i've known for 2 years) has been talking to me on the armory vent for almost a good year now. We hang out everyday on there to where he almost seems like a regular.

 

Well, yesterday the password was changed, so he couldn't get on. He tried pm'ing gator to get added to the group but he didn't get a response. I asumed gator was his always busy self and out of stupidity copy/pasted the link for the ventrilo acess button and gave it to him. I figured that he could get a jumpstart before he got acess, and I wasn't aware it would be such a problem. Again, this was out of my own ignorance, but you have to understand we don't have another vent to just hop on and talk in. (his name is xorcon in vent by the way. If someone see's this, please add him to the group if it is not against the rules. If it is, please tell me).

 

I apolgize for making this long as i'm probaly fluffing it up too much, but it just goes to say that I made a mistake, one that might cost me a good friendship with a few people.

 

Thank you,

 

Nadril.

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...well...

 

 

i suppose you know what i would say, but if it was out of anger that you made that post in the clan section... well... i can understand. i know its not much to say that, coming from me. PM me if you dont understand this post.

...well...

 

i suppose you know what i would say, but if it was out of anger that you made that post in the clan section... well... i can understand. i know its not much to say that, coming from me. PM me if you dont understand this post.

Thanks Steve0. And I think I can understand your post.

as one for knowing that typing things out of anger gets you nowhere i understand where you are coming from....but the fact that you not only submitted your resignation post out of anger but you did in fact explain yourself in doing so.....this leads me to believe that it was not only out of anger but it was sincere although somthing has changed your tune since then

 

I don't and haven't played BF2 in a good 6months. Right now, I have no reason at all to stay. I've stayed for a while in hope that someday we would support another game (one that I like), but we are staying strong with BF2.

 

I just don't feel like a part of the clan anymore, I"m realy just wearing a tag, not doing a thing.

 

I also realy don't like some of the ventrillo changes, and the fact that even my friend (who is on vent everyday, but sadly not in the guild)'s pm's to gator to get in the group have been ignored.

 

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That was mostly me trying to justify my actions .

 

I kind of plan on trying to get back into BF2 a bit maybe, now that a good friend (plasticvomit) has it.

It'll be discussed among the admin/SC, and someone will get back to you.

It'll be discussed among the admin/SC, and someone will get back to you.

Thanks bangbang.

 

Like I said you can take your time on it, as i'll be gone for a week.

That was mostly me trying to justify my actions .

 

I kind of plan on trying to get back into BF2 a bit maybe, now that a good friend (plasticvomit) has it.

What's wrong with playing with the rest of the clan since you have BF2. I have no problem with Plastic, he's cool, but we are a whole clan and you didn't play with us.

nadril sorry bout how things seems to turn out.i wish you the best

What's wrong with playing with the rest of the clan since you have BF2. I have no problem with Plastic, he's cool, but we are a whole clan and you didn't play with us.

I don't know, I got boored of BF2 for a bit for some reason.

 

Don't get me wrong, I love playing with you guys, just thought that now that one of the guys i've known for a bit got it i'd play a bit again, obviously with you all as well.

 

Thank you K_town.

 

anyways, i'm heading to bed now. It is almost 1am and I need to wake up at 3:30 am because we are getting in the car at 4:00.

 

 

ps: I am feeling better now too.